Zoom Zoom, Or lack of…

Yesterday, Chris, Hollie and myself went to antrim again to deliever some leaflets for her dads busniess and make some extra bucks but this time we had a brilliant twist at the end of it. (Which I can honesly say I am glad of because after working from 6 in the morning to 1 in the afternoon at Belvedere then going out with them I needed something exciting)  So anyway, like I said we were driving home so I could get back into work again that evening, whenever Hollie started kicking up a fuss with her momma about stopping at some place. I wasnt really listening to begin with so I didnt even know where we were or what was going when we stopped until I saw Hollie and Kate get out and swtich seats and then her baby brother and cousin evacuated the car… Hollie was gona drive :) Chris and I of course stayed in the car, this would be too good to miss. Hollie had been bragging about her driving skills so I wanted to see what the fuss was about. Hollie did all the handbrake and clutch crap at the start and within no time at all and without any stalls we were off and around the big empty car park. I have to admit, Hollie was good. She even took it up to second gear and drove for a wee bit. Then she stopped and Kate offered me a go! Well I was shocked, I’d never been behind the wheel of a car before, so I did the whole handbrake off and clutch in, first gear and then slowly remove the clutch so I could go forward (Hollies car is diesel so I didnt need to accelerate to actually go forward) but everytime I tried to take my foot off the clutch slowly I went forward ever so slightly and then stalled. It was dreadful, I was so determinded that after watching Hollie doing it all so smooth I wouldn’t be so bad myself. I took about 5 tries but I couldn’t do very much so then it was Chris’ turn. He did all the same as me but couldn’t get farther either. We were both as bad, a bunch of stallers. Awh well, I went home and told momma all about my experience, not to mention my excitment. I asked her if she would take me out someday and try with me and she said yea, she needs to find a day that suits us both :D im so excited, hopefully I can get quite good before I have to learn because mum isn’t helping me out at all money-wise with cars and lessons and insurance so I dont wanna waste money on lessons when I’m only gonna stall.

I’ll post more as and when I improve… LOL

Cheers.x

Thoughts on relationships

Second post then. This will be a quickie ’cos im about to head to work. I think today I’m going to write about couples and in particular me and chris.

Firstly I wanna talk about protection, I’ve recently realised that Chris can be very protective and loving. We were at Helens Bay the other day and as we walked along the rocks out near the sea he kept asking if I was okay and telling me to keep away from the sea incase any freak waves came. He’s told me about tsunamis and how to tell when they come and not to sit down and accept death like I would but to fight. He’s lovely that way. A lways thinking of me and trying to keep me safe, I dont know if I’ve ever expressed my liking of this but I am very fond of it. Then theres also the protection from other guys. In the car today when we were all coming home from antrim working for Hollies dad and Alex put his hand on my leg and rubbed it and Chris took his hand away and said “what are you doing?” although it made me kinda blush seeing him stick up for me like that I was swelling inside with happiness, it as cute seeing him keep me innocent to all but his touch. And sometimes Chris sees me texting guys or talking to them on msn all the time and I know it bothers him because he doesn’t want me constantly communicating with them when I’m out with other people or just completely wasting time talking to them too much. It used to annoy me because I thought he just couldn’t trust me but now I get it. He’s protecting me. He’s trying to keep me to himself but it’s not because of selfishness or greed or even mistrust. It’s love. It makes the worst parts of someone come out just to keep the best parts happening.

Sometimes when we have nothing to do and we’re at his house he’d go on the computer to find something while I just lie on his bed and watch him and I’d wonder everytime how long it will take him to look behind and catch my eye to see me smile as he walks over and settles beside me and sometimes we just lie and talk, other times we cuddle and sometimes we have lovely sessions of kisses and passion. I like it when he comes to me and I know he likes it just as much when I come to him instead but when he comes over and holds me real tight to him so I feel really tiny and he kisses me real soft and then we touch our foreheads together and rub our noses together in the most delicate and private way I feel so happy and so overwhelmed that I feel I could maybe cry.

This post is a bit silly and to alot of people will be a pile of mush and extremely boring but I dont really care. I haven’t even sumed up everything I just wrote down somethings I can think of before work. I really love Chris, and it is love so dont tell me I’m nieve. I hope that when I come home I can think of more stuff to sicken you all =) come back to see more.

Cheers.

Fresh and new… Again.

Alright, so I’ve decided that this is gonna be a new start to how I blog and I’m also gonna make it more public because this way I can let people know about things that matter in a nice way. Kinda like the only ones who matter and the only ones who care will be the only ones to sign on and read this anyway so it will be nice no matter what you think :P

So today I’m writing to say that I am completely, 100% sick to death of our climate and country. This is the end of July and all we’ve had this month is sorta miserable weather and when it isn’t actually raining it isn’t even warm. Then August hasn’t been forecast to look amazing either. I mean this is ridiculous, this is meant to be summer? We haven’t had a proper summer in about 4 years I’d say. I best one I remember was when I was in 2nd year at the junior high and that was 4 years ago so I’m right. The weather has been just slowing going downhill. *tut tut*

Then this country, well no actually this town! A group of us went for a week in Portstewart not long ago there and it was brilliant, there was so much to do, even when we didnt go out we weren’t bored at all but when we came home it was a totally different story. This town is boring yea and there isn’t that much to do but don’t get me wrong, I still like here I just wish people I hang out with had more money to go places which would keep us entertained or we could maybe see someone new because to be honest the people we hang with, the ones  hardly know seem to be a have a very repeative lifestyle: park, food, fegs, sit. It’s a little plain for my liking. Lets get a bit of excitment non?

So thats my little blog for the day. I’m asking that someone either gives me some ideas to do with the rest of my summer here or else someone magically gifted can change the weather for me :)

Cheers. x